Friday, May 06, 2005

wah..it's been a wk since i update tis blog of mine =p mi always cant find a chance to do so coz my bro is always at hm usin his lappy instead of lendin it to mi..argh! i haf been followin e same routine since my hols started..wake up early n browse thru e net n papers 4 job searchin, den help do household chores, den prepare dinner, watch tv n slp =s so sianz rite? but sometimes i gt go out wif dear =) think mi gt to ask e enst3 out a big feast be4 sch reopen..la la. but dun know whether al of us can make it ma. discussed a bit wif kai last nite tat mayb we can opt 4 a sushi buffet instead of goin to seoul garden again..EXPENSIVE!!!!! =s
quite shocked upon knowin tat an actor " ni ming ran" commited suicide =( although i dun reali knoe him coz he is those "zhi shen" de actor but i still rem tat he gt took up an actin role in "dou yu". dun know y i keep trackin of his news over e scv..den i even cried when i saw hw his family members react n when his coffin is bein pushed it 4 "huo hua" =..( it's realli heartbreakin.
to mi, i feel tat ppl haf to tok things out, either to his frenz or whoever to "fa xie" or clear his/her mind, instead of keepin everythin. tis will eventually end up in e accumulation of overwhelmin feelins tat will results in negative outcomes.. such as depression or formin a negative attitude 2wards life =s also, ppl can try to find his/her own ways to de-stress, such as goin out 4 a movie, tryin out recipes or juz even cry out.
p/s: do cherish e ppl ard u =)

what we could have been, 4:51 AM.