Thursday, July 28, 2005
woohoo~
finally gt to work on my bro lappy again =) heng his lappy is not spoilt or wat..otherwise my files n his will be all gone!
2dae went to for my fp again..find my mentor reali nice in a way tat she asked mi n my frenz to go see her coz she wans to know whether we haf any difficulties in plannin our music n movement lesson plan. n wonderin whether we haf any lesson plan to show her. but i juz tel her frankly tat yes we do haf e activity in mind but we juz cant produce one lesson plan coz it's reali chim lor. i am quite surprised tat she actually showed us some of the previous student's lesson plan tat she had 4 e last few yrs =) mi n my frenz was like..wah! so nice of her den we were reali payin attention n tryin to memorise e content in e lesson plan,ha. e reason on y she did tat is coz she wans mi n my frenz to get a clearer view on hw to get started on our lesson plan. so nice of her =) guess i muz reali do a gd job i n tat coz dun wan to disappoint her ba.
after fp..met up wif sindy n went to her hse to bake her a cake =) my plan is to spend e whole afternoon wif her ba. throughout e process of bakin a cake..we gt it al video cam down..so interestin,aha. we were like shootin each other on our actions in doin various thingy. e cake turned out reali superb!!!!!!! =) cant believed tat we actually made it coz tis is my 1st time doin it plus sindy ba. yeah! it taste reali nice tat we actually came out wif several ideas on bakin cakes to sell it or will bake one for our frenz bday..such as everyone in D01 n D02 =p reviewin back e video is reali funny..like watchin e mini-movie show starrin onli e both of us. i muz reali gt a copy frm her to keep it.
*dear, happi 4 yrs + 1 mth =) * lovin u always.
~happy birthday sindy~
finally gt to work on my bro lappy again =) heng his lappy is not spoilt or wat..otherwise my files n his will be all gone!
2dae went to for my fp again..find my mentor reali nice in a way tat she asked mi n my frenz to go see her coz she wans to know whether we haf any difficulties in plannin our music n movement lesson plan. n wonderin whether we haf any lesson plan to show her. but i juz tel her frankly tat yes we do haf e activity in mind but we juz cant produce one lesson plan coz it's reali chim lor. i am quite surprised tat she actually showed us some of the previous student's lesson plan tat she had 4 e last few yrs =) mi n my frenz was like..wah! so nice of her den we were reali payin attention n tryin to memorise e content in e lesson plan,ha. e reason on y she did tat is coz she wans mi n my frenz to get a clearer view on hw to get started on our lesson plan. so nice of her =) guess i muz reali do a gd job i n tat coz dun wan to disappoint her ba.
after fp..met up wif sindy n went to her hse to bake her a cake =) my plan is to spend e whole afternoon wif her ba. throughout e process of bakin a cake..we gt it al video cam down..so interestin,aha. we were like shootin each other on our actions in doin various thingy. e cake turned out reali superb!!!!!!! =) cant believed tat we actually made it coz tis is my 1st time doin it plus sindy ba. yeah! it taste reali nice tat we actually came out wif several ideas on bakin cakes to sell it or will bake one for our frenz bday..such as everyone in D01 n D02 =p reviewin back e video is reali funny..like watchin e mini-movie show starrin onli e both of us. i muz reali gt a copy frm her to keep it.
*dear, happi 4 yrs + 1 mth =) * lovin u always.
~happy birthday sindy~
what we could have been, 1:47 PM.
Saturday, July 16, 2005
yeah! so happi tat dear recovered le =) he had been sick 4 almost 1 wk le..so worried abt him tat i actually cried. heh..tat shows tat i am reali scared of ppl fallin sick. when i gt to know tat he is unwell..i juz dun know wat to do. for e wk..i am feelin so insecure n reali dislikes e feelin of bein al alone =( went to his hse 4 many days to ensure tat he is ok..watched e way he slept plus bringing e med to him n more. tis is my ever 1st time tat i am bein veri patient wif someone who is sick..so better appreciate ah! when i gt to knoe tat he still haven recover a few days ago..i cant tahan den vent a bit anger to him. but heng dear dint say anythin but apologized to mi on bein worried for him 4 so long. sha gua! nw his mum sick aso..bought him some med n sweets, hope it will works on her =)
went to e children's aid home on thurs n fri after e make-up lesson. upon steppin in..i am reali fasinated wif al those murals n how spacious e place is. we were al bein led to e room whereby al e "stocks" are in there..plus e library! i fell in love wif al e books in e lib..they have loads of books with a wide range. i can juz pick up any book n get reali absorb in it..think i can simply spend e whole day in there readin..ha. we did some signs plus e price labelin...overall quite ok la. but we finished up e work within 1 hr n al of us was like so sianz coz nothin to do den al of us were fellin asleep =p i gt to mention tat 1 drastic things had happened on fri..argh! mi..kai and sin had lost e $45 which belongs to e children's aid home. tat amount is $ used to purchased lanyards. e 3 of us went to e popular at bukit timah plaze but they dint sell! so irritatin. den we decided to go back ngee ann and buy. after choosin n gettin al e stuff tat we needed..we went to pay 4 it. but out of a sudden..sindy exclaimed tat e $ is gone. den mi n kai was like "huh?!" "wat happened?!" we searched 4 e whole place includin e floor plus under e shelves n e counter. we recalled wat actually had happened n we came out wif a conclusion tat we suspected the cashier auntie took e money n put into e cashier unintentionally. coz while we were countin e landyards or watever..there were loads of student comin in n out to buy things. so when e auntie is busy handlin e money..she might took our money which we placed in on e table n put it in e cashier. argh! den somemore e auntie was like making this incident veri big..it seems like al e ppl in e co-op is starin at us lor. so paiseh but wat to do. so fustrated when e auntie kept askin us to check each other on whether one of us is keepin e $..wat e hell. went back to tel ser dey al n dey liked so shocked but dey aso cant do anythin. mi, kai n sin gt to fork out $ 4 e $ tat we had lost.
*prayin hard tat whoever is e culprit will be real guilty n eventually return us e $*
went to e children's aid home on thurs n fri after e make-up lesson. upon steppin in..i am reali fasinated wif al those murals n how spacious e place is. we were al bein led to e room whereby al e "stocks" are in there..plus e library! i fell in love wif al e books in e lib..they have loads of books with a wide range. i can juz pick up any book n get reali absorb in it..think i can simply spend e whole day in there readin..ha. we did some signs plus e price labelin...overall quite ok la. but we finished up e work within 1 hr n al of us was like so sianz coz nothin to do den al of us were fellin asleep =p i gt to mention tat 1 drastic things had happened on fri..argh! mi..kai and sin had lost e $45 which belongs to e children's aid home. tat amount is $ used to purchased lanyards. e 3 of us went to e popular at bukit timah plaze but they dint sell! so irritatin. den we decided to go back ngee ann and buy. after choosin n gettin al e stuff tat we needed..we went to pay 4 it. but out of a sudden..sindy exclaimed tat e $ is gone. den mi n kai was like "huh?!" "wat happened?!" we searched 4 e whole place includin e floor plus under e shelves n e counter. we recalled wat actually had happened n we came out wif a conclusion tat we suspected the cashier auntie took e money n put into e cashier unintentionally. coz while we were countin e landyards or watever..there were loads of student comin in n out to buy things. so when e auntie is busy handlin e money..she might took our money which we placed in on e table n put it in e cashier. argh! den somemore e auntie was like making this incident veri big..it seems like al e ppl in e co-op is starin at us lor. so paiseh but wat to do. so fustrated when e auntie kept askin us to check each other on whether one of us is keepin e $..wat e hell. went back to tel ser dey al n dey liked so shocked but dey aso cant do anythin. mi, kai n sin gt to fork out $ 4 e $ tat we had lost.
*prayin hard tat whoever is e culprit will be real guilty n eventually return us e $*
what we could have been, 3:22 PM.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
sufferin frm pms since a few days ago,argh! i will tend to get veri irritated over many things..even e things tat is e tweeniest =( nobody noticed tat coz i am keepin al these moods within mi n juz pretend tat nothin eventually bothers mi. but think sindy knows tat because i will "fa xie" n pour out everythin to her..ha. thanxs eng! yesterday sch ended at ard 1+ den mi, sindy n ser went to e booth outside e co-op to register 4 e sms thingy. actually it's ser who is interested in tat n we al juz acc her n of coz tryin to help her take e coupon =p more ppl can take more ma. while ser is bz tokin n clarifyin things wif e person there..i did sumthin reali bad. i am not goin to say wat is it coz it's a secret between e 3 of us =) ha..instead of feelin guilty, ser n i were laughin al e way to e bus stop n we even hugged even each other,aha.
2dae went to dear's hse again coz long time dint get to spend e whole day wif him le..so jiu make use of 2dae ba. was happily watchin tv away den my sis msged mi..askin mi on where is al her swatch watches. i told her tat i gt no idea n i would help her to look 4 it once i gt hm in e evenin. but she juz keep msg mi..askin mi did i sold her watches away..wat e hell. i told her i dint but she keep accusin mi n askin on y my bank gt so much $ when i had already stopped workin 4 quite a long time le. hw am i supposed to ans her..is it tat i muz tel her everythin. sayin i saved up e angbao $..den i can save some as dear always restrict mi of usin mine own $ when i am wif him? if i would to sell away al her watches..wat would be my motive den? to take revenge or juz wan to get back tat bit of $? she even said tat if it's true tat i sell them away..we would not be sisters anymore n dun ever touch her things again. after seein all those msges..i dun even bother to reply back. isnt she ridiculous? somemore she complained to mum n mum juz cal mi straight away to interrogate mi abt it. reali cant tahan her liao la.. wat's e use even she had received so high level of education? i juz wan to ask here on whether will she ever feel tired for those "zhi dao zhi yan"? ya hor..she had already found 2 of them. ha..gd luck to her. i am not bein nasty or wat..i juz simply dun like e way she accused mi whenever she is happy or wat.
steph..u r not alone. i fully understand wat u r goin thru nw coz i am feelin e same as u durin e past few mths n even a few days back. every1 will eventually haf to go thru e same thing. i cant say tat every1 will be able to handle it well but u haf to try in gettin rid of al those negative emotions thru ur preferred ways. for mi..i would juz cry n let everythin out or write down al my feelings. i dun know wat will works 4 u but u haf to keep searchin 4 one which will works out e best 4 u. ger..rem tat every1 is an individual one. u r unique n special in ur own ways tat others cant be e same as u. promise mi tat u will not put urself down no matter hw lousy u feel 4 things or wat,hao ma? i will always be here 4 u de =) -hugz-
2dae went to dear's hse again coz long time dint get to spend e whole day wif him le..so jiu make use of 2dae ba. was happily watchin tv away den my sis msged mi..askin mi on where is al her swatch watches. i told her tat i gt no idea n i would help her to look 4 it once i gt hm in e evenin. but she juz keep msg mi..askin mi did i sold her watches away..wat e hell. i told her i dint but she keep accusin mi n askin on y my bank gt so much $ when i had already stopped workin 4 quite a long time le. hw am i supposed to ans her..is it tat i muz tel her everythin. sayin i saved up e angbao $..den i can save some as dear always restrict mi of usin mine own $ when i am wif him? if i would to sell away al her watches..wat would be my motive den? to take revenge or juz wan to get back tat bit of $? she even said tat if it's true tat i sell them away..we would not be sisters anymore n dun ever touch her things again. after seein all those msges..i dun even bother to reply back. isnt she ridiculous? somemore she complained to mum n mum juz cal mi straight away to interrogate mi abt it. reali cant tahan her liao la.. wat's e use even she had received so high level of education? i juz wan to ask here on whether will she ever feel tired for those "zhi dao zhi yan"? ya hor..she had already found 2 of them. ha..gd luck to her. i am not bein nasty or wat..i juz simply dun like e way she accused mi whenever she is happy or wat.
steph..u r not alone. i fully understand wat u r goin thru nw coz i am feelin e same as u durin e past few mths n even a few days back. every1 will eventually haf to go thru e same thing. i cant say tat every1 will be able to handle it well but u haf to try in gettin rid of al those negative emotions thru ur preferred ways. for mi..i would juz cry n let everythin out or write down al my feelings. i dun know wat will works 4 u but u haf to keep searchin 4 one which will works out e best 4 u. ger..rem tat every1 is an individual one. u r unique n special in ur own ways tat others cant be e same as u. promise mi tat u will not put urself down no matter hw lousy u feel 4 things or wat,hao ma? i will always be here 4 u de =) -hugz-
what we could have been, 10:50 AM.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
sufferin frm pms since a few days ago,argh! i will tend to get veri irritated over many things..even e things tat is e tweeniest =( nobody noticed tat coz i am keepin al these moods within mi n juz pretend tat nothin eventually bothers mi. but think sindy knows tat because i will "fa xie" n pour out everythin to her..ha. thanxs eng! yesterday sch ended at ard 1+ den mi, sindy n ser went to e booth outside e co-op to register 4 e sms thingy. actually it's ser who is interested in tat n we al juz acc her n of coz tryin to help her take e coupon =p more ppl can take more ma. while ser is bz tokin n clarifyin things wif e person there..i did sumthin reali bad. i am not goin to say wat is it coz it's a secret between e 3 of us =) ha..instead of feelin guilty, ser n i were laughin al e way to e bus stop n we even hugged even each other,aha.
2dae went to dear's hse again coz long time dint get to spend e whole day wif him le..so jiu make use of 2dae ba. was happily watchin tv away den my sis msged mi..askin mi on where is al her swatch watches. i told her tat i gt no idea n i would help her to look 4 it once i gt hm in e evenin. but she juz keep msg mi..askin mi did i sold her watches away..wat e hell. i told her i dint but she keep accusin mi n askin on y my bank gt so much $ when i had already stopped workin 4 quite a long time le. hw am i supposed to ans her..is it tat i muz tel her everythin. sayin i saved up e angbao $..den i can save some as dear always restrict mi of usin mine own $ when i am wif him? if i would to sell away al her watches..wat would be my motive den? to take revenge or juz wan to get back tat bit of $? she even said tat if it's true tat i sell them away..we would not be sisters anymore n dun ever touch her things again. after seein all those msges..i dun even bother to reply back. isnt she ridiculous? somemore she complained to mum n mum juz cal mi straight away to interrogate mi abt it. reali cant tahan her liao la.. wat's e use even she had received so high level of education? i juz wan to ask here on whether will she ever feel tired for those "zhi dao zhi yan"? ya hor..she had already found 2 of them. ha..gd luck to her. i am not bein nasty or wat..i juz simply dun like e way she accused mi whenever she is happy or wat.
steph..u r not alone. i fully understand wat u r goin thru nw coz i am feelin e same as u durin e past few mths n even a few days back. every1 will eventually haf to go thru e same thing. i cant say tat every1 will be able to handle it well but u haf to try in gettin rid of al those negative emotions thru ur preferred ways. for mi..i would juz cry n let everythin out or write down al my feelings. i dun know wat will works 4 u but u haf to keep searchin 4 one which will works out e best 4 u. ger..rem tat every1 is an individual one. u r unique n special in ur own ways tat others cant be e same as u. promise mi tat u will not put urself down no matter hw lousy u feel 4 things or wat,hao ma? i will always be here 4 u de =) -hugz-
2dae went to dear's hse again coz long time dint get to spend e whole day wif him le..so jiu make use of 2dae ba. was happily watchin tv away den my sis msged mi..askin mi on where is al her swatch watches. i told her tat i gt no idea n i would help her to look 4 it once i gt hm in e evenin. but she juz keep msg mi..askin mi did i sold her watches away..wat e hell. i told her i dint but she keep accusin mi n askin on y my bank gt so much $ when i had already stopped workin 4 quite a long time le. hw am i supposed to ans her..is it tat i muz tel her everythin. sayin i saved up e angbao $..den i can save some as dear always restrict mi of usin mine own $ when i am wif him? if i would to sell away al her watches..wat would be my motive den? to take revenge or juz wan to get back tat bit of $? she even said tat if it's true tat i sell them away..we would not be sisters anymore n dun ever touch her things again. after seein all those msges..i dun even bother to reply back. isnt she ridiculous? somemore she complained to mum n mum juz cal mi straight away to interrogate mi abt it. reali cant tahan her liao la.. wat's e use even she had received so high level of education? i juz wan to ask here on whether will she ever feel tired for those "zhi dao zhi yan"? ya hor..she had already found 2 of them. ha..gd luck to her. i am not bein nasty or wat..i juz simply dun like e way she accused mi whenever she is happy or wat.
steph..u r not alone. i fully understand wat u r goin thru nw coz i am feelin e same as u durin e past few mths n even a few days back. every1 will eventually haf to go thru e same thing. i cant say tat every1 will be able to handle it well but u haf to try in gettin rid of al those negative emotions thru ur preferred ways. for mi..i would juz cry n let everythin out or write down al my feelings. i dun know wat will works 4 u but u haf to keep searchin 4 one which will works out e best 4 u. ger..rem tat every1 is an individual one. u r unique n special in ur own ways tat others cant be e same as u. promise mi tat u will not put urself down no matter hw lousy u feel 4 things or wat,hao ma? i will always be here 4 u de =) -hugz-
what we could have been, 7:16 PM.
Thursday, July 07, 2005
nw is onli 3.45pm..still gt a few more hrs to go be4 sch ends at 6pm!!! =s e hectic timetable is killin mi slowly,argh!
yesterday is my fp..went to e center again. i am goin to conduct 1 of my lesson plan and that is paper weaving! e materials took mi one night to get it all done..gt to draw and cut it out. somemore gt to laminate it juz in case e paper tear and e effort wasted. was rather shocled n nervous when e teacher juz leave the whole classroom n e 8 children to mi,ha=p i dint even know wat to do intially as tis is my ever 1st lesson wif e kids. but i was thinkin that since no staff or whoever is ard to watch mi..i would juz carry out e lesson at my own style and pace =) e tune-in activity i gt them is the exploration of the "feeling bag". i gt them to feel what is inside and tell mi e shape of e object that dey r holdin on. most of them were quite lost upon wat to do n say. so in e end, i juz ended tis activity in ard 5 mins time =p Failure! next i showed dem e pic tat i gt 4 dem to weave..dey r gettin excited as dey kept raisin up their hands to comment =) then, i gathereed dem at a table n showed dem e correct way to weave..heng dey picked up new things fast, or guessed i will haf to demo again n again =s durin e process..e kids juz sit there n quietly weave,heh. i gt to admit tat it is kinda borin but NO CHOICE! i helpde them to cut away e excess paper n get them to stick their work in any corner of the classroom that dey would like to place. dey were like searchin high n low 4 a sutiable place coz e classroom is already filled up wif pics and charts! =p after tat, i took dem out 4 outdoor as i promised to do so. it is fun while watchin e kids playin and gettin myself involved..but tirin though.
next wk i will be goin back to e center 4 make-up n at e same time goin to carry out my 2nd lesson plan..prayin hard tat hui cheng gong! =D
*miss the children in kinderland!*
yesterday is my fp..went to e center again. i am goin to conduct 1 of my lesson plan and that is paper weaving! e materials took mi one night to get it all done..gt to draw and cut it out. somemore gt to laminate it juz in case e paper tear and e effort wasted. was rather shocled n nervous when e teacher juz leave the whole classroom n e 8 children to mi,ha=p i dint even know wat to do intially as tis is my ever 1st lesson wif e kids. but i was thinkin that since no staff or whoever is ard to watch mi..i would juz carry out e lesson at my own style and pace =) e tune-in activity i gt them is the exploration of the "feeling bag". i gt them to feel what is inside and tell mi e shape of e object that dey r holdin on. most of them were quite lost upon wat to do n say. so in e end, i juz ended tis activity in ard 5 mins time =p Failure! next i showed dem e pic tat i gt 4 dem to weave..dey r gettin excited as dey kept raisin up their hands to comment =) then, i gathereed dem at a table n showed dem e correct way to weave..heng dey picked up new things fast, or guessed i will haf to demo again n again =s durin e process..e kids juz sit there n quietly weave,heh. i gt to admit tat it is kinda borin but NO CHOICE! i helpde them to cut away e excess paper n get them to stick their work in any corner of the classroom that dey would like to place. dey were like searchin high n low 4 a sutiable place coz e classroom is already filled up wif pics and charts! =p after tat, i took dem out 4 outdoor as i promised to do so. it is fun while watchin e kids playin and gettin myself involved..but tirin though.
next wk i will be goin back to e center 4 make-up n at e same time goin to carry out my 2nd lesson plan..prayin hard tat hui cheng gong! =D
*miss the children in kinderland!*
what we could have been, 3:44 PM.
Saturday, July 02, 2005
i am seriously ill tis time..had high fever for 4 days =( think e highest is 39.6c..that i can actually feel e burnin hot temperature in mi..so scared tat i would burn my brain =p i knew tat i am goin to fall sick when i am in sch on tues..coz i was achin al over n feelin quite cold thru out e day de. den e fever finally came after sch when i went to meet dear. dear was so worried abt mi tat he kept holdin mi tite..fearin tat i will juz collapse..ha. he sent mi hm after we had our dinner at cwp. i am feelin so sick tat i cant even stand for 5 mins =s at nite was e worst..i am feelin so hot n i cant even open my eyes..ha. dint went sch on tues, wed n thurs. went to see e doc on wed n i suspected e extra doc poh wee min is fake de..coz he dint even tel mi wat i am sufferin frm n he dint gif mi any med 4 my fever n antibiotics =s n frm e way he tok..i can reali vomit n faint in front of him. due to his unprofessionalism..i dint even recover after takin his med tat i had to go back n see another doc again..argh! tis time round is better..at least i am recoverin n my fever had sudsided =) yeah! i can get down to get my assisgment n proj done le..plus goin out wif my dear. n no more worries of passin e virus to my frenz and dear le.
what we could have been, 4:01 PM.
