Saturday, July 09, 2005
sufferin frm pms since a few days ago,argh! i will tend to get veri irritated over many things..even e things tat is e tweeniest =( nobody noticed tat coz i am keepin al these moods within mi n juz pretend tat nothin eventually bothers mi. but think sindy knows tat because i will "fa xie" n pour out everythin to her..ha. thanxs eng! yesterday sch ended at ard 1+ den mi, sindy n ser went to e booth outside e co-op to register 4 e sms thingy. actually it's ser who is interested in tat n we al juz acc her n of coz tryin to help her take e coupon =p more ppl can take more ma. while ser is bz tokin n clarifyin things wif e person there..i did sumthin reali bad. i am not goin to say wat is it coz it's a secret between e 3 of us =) ha..instead of feelin guilty, ser n i were laughin al e way to e bus stop n we even hugged even each other,aha.
2dae went to dear's hse again coz long time dint get to spend e whole day wif him le..so jiu make use of 2dae ba. was happily watchin tv away den my sis msged mi..askin mi on where is al her swatch watches. i told her tat i gt no idea n i would help her to look 4 it once i gt hm in e evenin. but she juz keep msg mi..askin mi did i sold her watches away..wat e hell. i told her i dint but she keep accusin mi n askin on y my bank gt so much $ when i had already stopped workin 4 quite a long time le. hw am i supposed to ans her..is it tat i muz tel her everythin. sayin i saved up e angbao $..den i can save some as dear always restrict mi of usin mine own $ when i am wif him? if i would to sell away al her watches..wat would be my motive den? to take revenge or juz wan to get back tat bit of $? she even said tat if it's true tat i sell them away..we would not be sisters anymore n dun ever touch her things again. after seein all those msges..i dun even bother to reply back. isnt she ridiculous? somemore she complained to mum n mum juz cal mi straight away to interrogate mi abt it. reali cant tahan her liao la.. wat's e use even she had received so high level of education? i juz wan to ask here on whether will she ever feel tired for those "zhi dao zhi yan"? ya hor..she had already found 2 of them. ha..gd luck to her. i am not bein nasty or wat..i juz simply dun like e way she accused mi whenever she is happy or wat.
steph..u r not alone. i fully understand wat u r goin thru nw coz i am feelin e same as u durin e past few mths n even a few days back. every1 will eventually haf to go thru e same thing. i cant say tat every1 will be able to handle it well but u haf to try in gettin rid of al those negative emotions thru ur preferred ways. for mi..i would juz cry n let everythin out or write down al my feelings. i dun know wat will works 4 u but u haf to keep searchin 4 one which will works out e best 4 u. ger..rem tat every1 is an individual one. u r unique n special in ur own ways tat others cant be e same as u. promise mi tat u will not put urself down no matter hw lousy u feel 4 things or wat,hao ma? i will always be here 4 u de =) -hugz-
2dae went to dear's hse again coz long time dint get to spend e whole day wif him le..so jiu make use of 2dae ba. was happily watchin tv away den my sis msged mi..askin mi on where is al her swatch watches. i told her tat i gt no idea n i would help her to look 4 it once i gt hm in e evenin. but she juz keep msg mi..askin mi did i sold her watches away..wat e hell. i told her i dint but she keep accusin mi n askin on y my bank gt so much $ when i had already stopped workin 4 quite a long time le. hw am i supposed to ans her..is it tat i muz tel her everythin. sayin i saved up e angbao $..den i can save some as dear always restrict mi of usin mine own $ when i am wif him? if i would to sell away al her watches..wat would be my motive den? to take revenge or juz wan to get back tat bit of $? she even said tat if it's true tat i sell them away..we would not be sisters anymore n dun ever touch her things again. after seein all those msges..i dun even bother to reply back. isnt she ridiculous? somemore she complained to mum n mum juz cal mi straight away to interrogate mi abt it. reali cant tahan her liao la.. wat's e use even she had received so high level of education? i juz wan to ask here on whether will she ever feel tired for those "zhi dao zhi yan"? ya hor..she had already found 2 of them. ha..gd luck to her. i am not bein nasty or wat..i juz simply dun like e way she accused mi whenever she is happy or wat.
steph..u r not alone. i fully understand wat u r goin thru nw coz i am feelin e same as u durin e past few mths n even a few days back. every1 will eventually haf to go thru e same thing. i cant say tat every1 will be able to handle it well but u haf to try in gettin rid of al those negative emotions thru ur preferred ways. for mi..i would juz cry n let everythin out or write down al my feelings. i dun know wat will works 4 u but u haf to keep searchin 4 one which will works out e best 4 u. ger..rem tat every1 is an individual one. u r unique n special in ur own ways tat others cant be e same as u. promise mi tat u will not put urself down no matter hw lousy u feel 4 things or wat,hao ma? i will always be here 4 u de =) -hugz-
what we could have been, 7:16 PM.
