Saturday, August 20, 2005
sufferin frm PMS right at e moment,argh! everythin seems to go wrong n my mood is easily affected by e teeniest weeniest thingy =s i gt irritated by matters happenin in sch n at hm, my bf n includin MI!
went to shop ard wif dear at cwp coz we both quite tired den dun reali wan to go tat far..1st time to haf long john silver wif him =) dear gt himself a some kind of band..looks nice on him,coz i chose de ma! =p after shoppin ard..went to e community center at admiratly to acc dear to hand in his busrary form,hope he can get it. reached hm super early den i juz dozed off after hangin up e ph wif dear,aha. slept 4 ard 2 hrs den mum asked whether i would like to go out 4 dinner wif dem. i am irritated when she asked mi coz it's like dey juz asked mi on e very last min, whereby dey had already gt prepared n ready to go out. i am pissed off tat y dey dint ask mi earlier so tat i can haf enuff time to get everythin ready n not last min..rushin here n there. i told dem tat i am not goin n would rather cook maggie at hm 4 dinner n dey juz went off without mi! =( how could they.
dear cal mi shortly after tat n he told mi tat his throat is not feelin tat gd..think gonna haf sore throat again. when i heard tat..i juz cant help but to cry le, dun know y aso. think tis past few wks i haf been keepin things al to myself..n actin happy n normal in front of everyone..which is tortures! argh! another thing is tat i reali hate to see dear fallin sick so easily..i cant even do anythin.
i juz feel so lost n alone~
went to shop ard wif dear at cwp coz we both quite tired den dun reali wan to go tat far..1st time to haf long john silver wif him =) dear gt himself a some kind of band..looks nice on him,coz i chose de ma! =p after shoppin ard..went to e community center at admiratly to acc dear to hand in his busrary form,hope he can get it. reached hm super early den i juz dozed off after hangin up e ph wif dear,aha. slept 4 ard 2 hrs den mum asked whether i would like to go out 4 dinner wif dem. i am irritated when she asked mi coz it's like dey juz asked mi on e very last min, whereby dey had already gt prepared n ready to go out. i am pissed off tat y dey dint ask mi earlier so tat i can haf enuff time to get everythin ready n not last min..rushin here n there. i told dem tat i am not goin n would rather cook maggie at hm 4 dinner n dey juz went off without mi! =( how could they.
dear cal mi shortly after tat n he told mi tat his throat is not feelin tat gd..think gonna haf sore throat again. when i heard tat..i juz cant help but to cry le, dun know y aso. think tis past few wks i haf been keepin things al to myself..n actin happy n normal in front of everyone..which is tortures! argh! another thing is tat i reali hate to see dear fallin sick so easily..i cant even do anythin.
i juz feel so lost n alone~
what we could have been, 12:11 PM.
