Monday, November 21, 2005
yesterday ah steph, tze hui n hema came to my hse for e EC proj =) had breakfast after meetin dem den back to my hse. we were crackin our heads for e powepoint slides on what to put in and hw r we goin to phrase it n so on. but in e meanwhile, we "ku zhong zhuo le"..we played ard wif sindy's videocam coz we aso wan to try out hw is it. lent my lens to steph coz she wanted to try as she is goin to get one soon ba. can see tat she reali tried veri hard but to still cannot get e lens in. den we juz left her alone to try it out and after sometime..SHE MADE IT~ so hapi for her tat i immed video cam it down..aha. ah steph~ next time if u still wan to try mi can aso lend u de =) den after finished doin e ppt..we acted out e scene usin e video cam. mi n steph was like ng for dun know hw many times le coz we kept laughin n sayin e wrong things. but when both of us were ready.. e video cam completely low batt =s we were al like so sianz..den dun know wat to do le~ tried askin tim whether he gt any video cam or DV but he dint reply so we decided to film it another day ba. so paiseh for bein such a bad host coz my hse gt nothin to eat den they al like starvin =p no next time le~ at least i will not let it happen again on tis comin sat =) 2dae intend to film it usin tze hui's DV but e memory full =s argh~ think she aso dun know wat happen ba. tze hui~ it's ok de la =) we understand.i am glad tat we finished doin e major part n so enjoyin on sun workin wif dem. tis time ard on this comin sat.. sindy will be in ~ =) so lookin 4ward to it~
what we could have been, 8:00 PM.
Thursday, November 17, 2005
argh~ 2dae met an ah pek pervert while waitin for buses wif sindy =s we was like sittin at e bus stop facing the HDB flats n tat's e staircase leading to the road. so when i were lookin up..i saw tis ah pek walkin down e stairs wavin at mi. intially, i tot he is wavin to his frenz at my side there but somehow there is no one ard except mi n sindy. whenever i looked up..he will stared at mi n waved =s when he is abt to cross the road..i somehow sensed tat he is comin 2wards mi n he sure gt some ulterior motive de. my words came true..he sat beside me n asked where i am goin ( in dialect ) i was like..huh?! wat r u talkin abt n y should i ans u. but at e same time i am aso quite scared de so i kept on shiftin away frm him n more 2wards sindy. think ard 5 mins..he juz walked off =s argh~ disssssgggguuuussssttttiiiinnnnnggggg!! i cant believed tat i actually can bumped into such thing 2dae. till nw..i am still quite scared de. coz can still rem hw he looked at mi n the way he figet wif his shorts =( go away!jie..congrats for passin ur drivin test =) so hapi 4 u. n tat means next time can get a ride frm u le..la la. ate 2 dinners within 2 hrs..so full~
what we could have been, 9:24 PM.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
had a sort of heartfelt talk wif kai n hui durin e elizabeth lesson =) we began after e groupings thingy. my class spent ard 20mins juz to form proj grps den tis time round i am in steph, wanqin n peiling grp..la la. cant wait to start e proj wif dem =)
after talkin wif dem..somehow i am quite sad n lost coz i reali dint know hw to explain certain things to dem. i juz wan to say sometimes things doesnt seems the way tat u al tot of. i am in dilemma..it's like deep down inside mi i knoe wat i wan but juz tat i cant even make it happen due to some reasons. i could onli pretend tat i actually love e way it is. argh~ sometimes i cant tahan den i could juz vent it al out to someone..tokin abt hw bad it is. n after a while..i would feel guilty for tokin bad =( n it makes mi a bad person.
~ wat has gotten into mi leh ~
~ kai, hui..thanxs 4 sharin al those wif mi =) ~
what we could have been, 9:21 PM.
~ 2dae had a fun day at ktv wif kai n sin =) hope to go again wif e "complete enst3" next time..aha.
so hapi tat dad bought mi stickers..ha. tis is e 1st time he bought mi tat coz he can see hw much i love stickers n hw hapi i will be to add more of it to my collection =p dad dint gave mi directly..instead he put in on my study table as he knew tat i will be goin there in a short while. so suprised n immed ran to where he is n thanxs him n show him my griniest smile =D la la la.
" i am lovin it" =)
after tat..i asked dad to teach mi on how to fold a crane. we both figured out 2gather n tis is our 1st time doin tat..so enjoyin although it's onli 4 a while =)
" i did e orange crane n dad did e red one" =)

" dad insisted to make tis ~gun~ for mi coz he is proud of it as he finds it quite real de..aha "
i cried when tokin to dear over e ph juz nw =( coz think he is quite unsensitive for his words n he dint knoe tat it will hurts mi ba. after he knew tat i am cryin n hw serious it is..he kept apologise. i dint reali blame him ba coz normally i can take in tis kind of jokes frm him de but 2dae dun know wat's got into mi leh. i made him sing e children's song "hu gu po" for mi..ha. think tml i am goin to force him to record it into my hp n i shall set it as e ringing tone esp 4 him. ha. i am glad tat he dint lose patience wif mi when i was throwin temptrums at him =p ~ sori dear~
+ had a heartfelt tok wif peiling 2dae + =)
what we could have been, 12:39 AM.
Friday, November 04, 2005
it had been ard 1 wk since sch started n i am glad to say tat i am hapi n enjoyin e sch wif my classmates =) lovin dem to bits. sometimes i could spend e whole day laughin at their jokes plus some of the happenings in class..aha. but somehow i am quite tired frm gettin up so early in e mornin every day..e long bus journey n e borin lessons. 2dae learned something new n interestin frm IT lessson - dreamweaver =) at least i am payin more attention nw when compared to last yr..ha. a few of us logged in to e msn n we chatted to each other in class =p i cant wait for e next IT lesson. next time i can design my veri own webbie le..woohoo~gt to knoe frm my fp lecturer tat tis sem's attachment..i haf to conduct 3 maths n 3 language arts lesson wif e children =s plus settin up a maths learnin center al by myself..argh~ hw am i suppose to handle al tis? guess i muz get myself started nw by brainstormin for ideas n materials ba. sis juz came back frm her hols wif her bf..n dey onli bought mi a 2006 planner =s tot dey will buy loads of things for mi. but i understand la..coz e it's much more expensive over there than in spore. glad to see them back safely =)~ i cant wait to go ktv again wif enst3 next wk ~
what we could have been, 10:39 PM.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
woohoo~ 2dae sch reopen n i am so excited abt it =) coz can meet up wif my classmates le! actually was quite undecisive abt whether to go for e mornin tutorials coz frm our "experience" frm e previous sems n e 1st yr..usually we dun haf to attend e tutorials be4 attendin e lectures. so my class were like sendin msges to each other e day be4 to ask who is goin n who is not..aha. i am quite convinced tat there will be no tutorials but i am still goin to sch to confirm n if reali no tutorials..jan,mi, hui n sin already planned to go for kbox =p so tat's explains y we r so "hardworkin" ba..heh. in e end.. there is tutorials! quite shocked upon seein e teacher in class n we immed cal e absentees.. den onli ser,kai,steph n qin showed up coz e rest cant make it le. received a hug frm steph..so nice =) i am lovin it! but my dearest qin still own mi 2! every1 seems to haf their fringe cut..includin mi! but kinda sad coz almost every1 gif negative feedback abt my hair..argh~ but i tot i look better in tis fringe coz my forehead wun look so "bald". haiz.so angry when i was on e train frm woodlands 2wards admiratly! coz a gal standin opp mi stared at mi frm head to toe n mumble somethin negative abt mi to e guy beside her den e guy turned ard n look at mi when i am actually pretendin to look at e other side. den thru out e journey.. e gal kept starin at mi =( y am i always gettin loads of stares frm gals when i am outside? i dint even do anythin. sindy can vouch for mi.. coz she discovered tat too. n sometimes she will helped mi to stare back..heh =pwent to meet dear after sch 4 dinner n he acc mi to haf my bursary forms handed in at e CC =) i am in quite a bad mood coz of e happenings in e noon..n upon meetin dear..he kept makin mi laugh n thus chasin away e blues =) thanxs dear~ enjoy e walk back home in e park wif him. tml will be goin to visit his ah ma =)
what we could have been, 12:32 AM.