Wednesday, December 28, 2005
had my 20th bday yesterday =) feelin so old nw. somehow i dun enjoy tis yr bday when compared to e previous yrs..coz e feelin is not there. den feelin quite lost coz i am already 20.went out wif dear early in e mornin to visit his ah ma =) dear gave mi a big bouquet of nice nice flowers when he saw mi..la la. 1st time receivin such a big bouquet, thanxs dear~ think frm last time, i had been hintin him tat i love to receive flowers n not yet receive one frm him. n here are my flowers =) den we went to junction 8 to shop ard..bought earrings. saw somethin interestin over there: hermit crabs =) dey look so cute n unique coz their shells is different n mostly hand-painted de. but it is expensive..cost ard $25 each. hw i wish i could haf dem..but nah. back hm at ard evenin coz goin to celebrate it wif my family. waited 4 dem to come back n we celebrated it. so hapi =) i am juz so lucky to haf dem. *mum: thanxs 4 e nice nice jacket**dad: thanxs 4 e nice nice chocolately cake**sis+jie fu: thanxs 4 e nice nice pinky bag**bro: thanxs 4 e cute n sweet "kung-fu" toy hamster**keith: thanxs 4 ur self-made card, wif self composed melody + e nice nice bracelets**raymond: thanxs 4 e nice nice present**Amos: thanxs for e pretty pretty flowers**kai, jan n hui: thanxs 4 e nice nice skirt**tim + steph: thanxs 4 e yum yum chocos**dear: thanxs 4 e pretty pretty pretty flowers + earrings*plus thanxs to those who msged mi =) i am blessed.
what we could have been, 11:49 PM.
Sunday, December 25, 2005
MERRY XMAS to every1 out there =) received a few presents frm my frenz..la la. it had been yrs since i go see e decor at town. wonderin n imagining tis yr's theme..muz be reali nice de =) went out wif steph on thurs. actually we intend to watch "king kong" coz she gt e complimentary ticket but due to some reasons, we cant catch it on tat day =s both of us were quite sianz de..coz we 2 were already tokin abt e movie n e feedbacks frm our frenz for e movie =s nvm..think we will go catch it again next wk ba. settled our lunch at pizza hut..tot we can haf $2 off for e lunch express. when orderin, we gt to knoe tat e student special will onli be valid frm 1.30pm onwards =s argh~ sianz again but we dun care =p shared wif steph some of my tots n so did she. after which, we decided to spend e day at kbox instead coz seemed like we cant reali do anythin at lot 1 =p somemore, steph gt e $25 voucher for it so we can sing as long as we like w/o havin to pay so much =p sang english songs al e way coz steph dun reali know chi songs..aha. enjoy singin wif her =) we juz dance n sway our body whenever we come to "high" songs. * thanxs tim n steph 4 e nice nice chocos * =)* thanxs kai, jan n hui for e nice nice skirt * =)
*he made mi cried again* was thinkin mayb it's true tat ppl tend to take each other for granted when bein in a relationship for too long =s
what we could have been, 11:54 AM.
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Mmm..dun reali intend to blog de but i am bein tagged by ah steph, so gt to write 5 random things abt mi =) here it goes~ 1) Somehow it hurts when i see ppl fallin ill or unwell. Coz i cant seems to do anythin abt it.. thus i would rather not see them in tat state ba =s tat's somethin tat my whole class know =p2) i can actually finish e whole big tub of ice cream by myself within an hr ba=p3) i will get reali angry upon seeing ppl sittin e outside seat in bus. i mean normally is e 2 seater..den ppl will tend to sit at e outside one ( not at e window de ). i understand tat dey might be thinkin tat it will be more convienent when alighting. but it is so not considerate.4) i will look down on a guy if he look or stare at gals when he is wif his gf =s dont u al agree?5) i love toys n babies =)Mmm..who is goin to be e next 5 tat i am goin to tag?*janice**peiling**shih pheng**jinghan**karen*~aha~
what we could have been, 11:14 PM.
Monday, December 12, 2005
2dae nearly cant get up coz it's such a fine weather to slp in till late late =s i am so tired tat i practically "float" al e way to sch=p gt bus sick again coz e bus kept jerkin n i cant reali keep my balance..tat's y loads of ppl say tat i am wobbly when in e bus..aha~
managed to reach sch on time den 2dae gt new lecturer 4 SF..she is quite nice de =) she told us out of a sudden tat we will be goin on a field trip to the children's society home ba. e class was so excited coz we love goin on field trips! but e onli thing tat makes mi sick is tat i am goin to take bus again =s cant imagaine if i reali vomited in e bus. e trip was ok coz quite rush de. collected loads of brochures, hopin i can get info frm it =) brought some of my stickers to sch coz wanna share wif jan dey al. hapi sharin wif dem. guess i am goin to bring somemore to dem..other time.went to cwp wif jingyi after sch to get some stickers n files for her. so hapi tat we finally found e big carebear coz jingyi wan to get it for marian's bday =) we not sure whether tat is e one marian is lookin 4..so we took pics of it n send it to marian. at e same time..i saw e small carebear which i reali like.so cute n lovely =) thinkin of ownin one but muz save $ le. control~ bought e big carebear wif marian's consent. hope she will reali like it.
i juz dun feel right now..gt so many things to do by tis wk. n i havent even completed one yet. i am gettin nobody to help mi.. so ZIWEN JIA YOU! i can de.
~ nw i am still sufferin frm bus sick~ =(
what we could have been, 9:05 PM.
Friday, December 09, 2005
managed to slp well n more last nite..woke up refreshed 2dae =) but had IT lesson as my 1st lesson for e day..argh~ i am so flare up wif e IT proj den i cant stopped bein grumpy. even sin aso gave up on calmin mi down tat she juz sayang mi..heh. dun know hw to do e flash den it seems like i juz cant get it rite =( gt mrs cheong to tell mi but she herself aso not sure. tis sun goin to sin's hse to continue wif e proj..hope by den everythin will goes well =) JIA YOU ZIWEN~ received a suprise msg frm keith 2dae..surprised n hapi to know tat he actually rem my bday =) gt to know him when i worked at samsung last time.. he took great care of mi n i muz say tat he helped mi a lot. come to think of it, we nearly gt together =p he is a nice guy afterall. he gt my add frm mi again like last time coz think he goin to send my bday present again =) i belongs to e kind of person whereby i will be lookin 4ward to my bday every yr coz i gt to wait for nearly a yr be4 i can celebrate it=s woohoo~ so excited nw.steph~ no hard feelings =) still lovin u as much.
what we could have been, 9:24 PM.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
had my 2nd lesson plan 2dae n i muz say tat i failed again =( can imagine hw it is like when e first 2 of ur lesson plan failed n e 3rd will be goin to be accessed by ur mentor, argh~ last wk i taught dem rhymes n i gt to know tat dey dun even know wat is rhymes. die when i knoe it but somehow i muz carry on wif my lesson, thinkin of the positive side tat mayb dey knoe, juz not sure abt e term "rhymes". but there were no responses as i taught dem coz dey do not know wat's goin on, n there goes my whole lesson plan. coz e topic for my lesson plan is "rhymes" n since dey dun know wat is it abt, i cant continue wif it =( 2dae carried out my 2nd lesson plan, storytelling. i gt dem to gather n sit on e floor be4 i started my lesson. den e onli boy in my class juz wandered off so i was thinkin, "it's ok coz i understand y he is givin mi such attitude so i tot mayb i can find ways to try include him as i goes on". but i was wrong lor~ as my lesson is goin on, 2 of e gals followed wat e boy is doin n dey practically juz lie flat on the table. i asked what's goin on n dey said tat dey are tired =s tried askin dem to come down but to no avail. so i juz carried on wif my storytelling coz i cant possibly give al my attention to e 3 children there, n ignorin e others? but as my lessons went on, the 3 kids gave mi attitude continue to be nasty. i cant tahan le so i juz stopped my lesson n tell dem off. i am gettin so disappointed tat i actually asked dem to get out of my class coz i dun wan dem to distract e others, who wants to pay attention to mi. n yah..dey juz went out.. wif e boy leadin dem. argh~ i am so disappointed n sad tat i actually wanted to cry but somehow i cant do it in front of the kids. i let the rest read books n told dem tat i will not be takin dem again next wk. dey are quite sad n shocked abt it but i am reali goin to take e k2 instead of dem ba. told mentor abt it n she supported mi. aso, i am goin to change my entire lesson plan for next wk to some kind of board games coz i observed tat dey reali love playin tat kind of games n i believe tat it will capture their interest to learn =) actually i dun reali approve of my actions 2dae coz i know tat it is not appropriate. i am juz tired n sick of the system there..dun even know wat to do le.
what we could have been, 9:38 PM.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
finally update le =) went to botanic garden early in e mornin 2dae wif my class n e others too. full attendance for 2dae coz no one wans to miss e 5hr of lessons, which can ends up in receivin a warnin letter =s every1 seemed so excited n lookin 4ward to e trip coz long time dint go excursion as a class le..la la. nearly fell asleep in the bus although e it was a short journey. reached there and went to find the "rain tree" as a grp. think we reali blur la, corina had already hint us on where to find it but we can actually walked al e way in the botanic garden whereby e tree is juz at the place where e bus dropped us =p luckily sindy n yun reei found it, otherwise we will al be searchin like dun know wat. did e bark rubbin n observe the tree. after which, we went to the swan lake n found out tat it is under renovation, argh~ so we juz find a spot at e road to place our mat n picnic. my mat is juz nice =) as we nid to produce 4 activities, so we juz spilt out into 3 grps so tat we can get it done faster. so of coz mi n sin is a grp, den kai n jan, marian, jingyi n yun reei. after completin e activity, mi n sin went to collect e leaves n take fotos of it. quite interestin coz we went al e way in e forest to search for the different textures of leaves. but at e same time, we were quite scared coz there's only e 2 of us inside. somehow, we took loads of fotos. so hapi~ coz long time no like tat le. back to sch at ard noon n off to elizabeth's lesson =s al of us were so listless. did e designin of poster wif sin n i am pleased wif our work =) good job! managed to cleared away some of e proj coz i dun wan to allow e proj to be al clashed up. e EC proj went well n e onli thing is tat mi n steph juz cant stop laughin when we act together. to my grp: gd job~ =) tml goin back to e childcare centre again le~ hope tml will be loads better den last wk coz i certainly dun wan the situation to happen again le.jan~ glad tat u r back to ur normal self =)~~~~~i am truely enjoyin my sch life nw~~~~~~
what we could have been, 8:15 PM.