Wednesday, December 07, 2005
had my 2nd lesson plan 2dae n i muz say tat i failed again =( can imagine hw it is like when e first 2 of ur lesson plan failed n e 3rd will be goin to be accessed by ur mentor, argh~
last wk i taught dem rhymes n i gt to know tat dey dun even know wat is rhymes. die when i knoe it but somehow i muz carry on wif my lesson, thinkin of the positive side tat mayb dey knoe, juz not sure abt e term "rhymes". but there were no responses as i taught dem coz dey do not know wat's goin on, n there goes my whole lesson plan. coz e topic for my lesson plan is "rhymes" n since dey dun know wat is it abt, i cant continue wif it =(
2dae carried out my 2nd lesson plan, storytelling. i gt dem to gather n sit on e floor be4 i started my lesson. den e onli boy in my class juz wandered off so i was thinkin, "it's ok coz i understand y he is givin mi such attitude so i tot mayb i can find ways to try include him as i goes on". but i was wrong lor~ as my lesson is goin on, 2 of e gals followed wat e boy is doin n dey practically juz lie flat on the table. i asked what's goin on n dey said tat dey are tired =s tried askin dem to come down but to no avail. so i juz carried on wif my storytelling coz i cant possibly give al my attention to e 3 children there, n ignorin e others? but as my lessons went on, the 3 kids gave mi attitude continue to be nasty. i cant tahan le so i juz stopped my lesson n tell dem off. i am gettin so disappointed tat i actually asked dem to get out of my class coz i dun wan dem to distract e others, who wants to pay attention to mi. n yah..dey juz went out.. wif e boy leadin dem. argh~ i am so disappointed n sad tat i actually wanted to cry but somehow i cant do it in front of the kids. i let the rest read books n told dem tat i will not be takin dem again next wk. dey are quite sad n shocked abt it but i am reali goin to take e k2 instead of dem ba. told mentor abt it n she supported mi. aso, i am goin to change my entire lesson plan for next wk to some kind of board games coz i observed tat dey reali love playin tat kind of games n i believe tat it will capture their interest to learn =)
actually i dun reali approve of my actions 2dae coz i know tat it is not appropriate. i am juz tired n sick of the system there..dun even know wat to do le.
last wk i taught dem rhymes n i gt to know tat dey dun even know wat is rhymes. die when i knoe it but somehow i muz carry on wif my lesson, thinkin of the positive side tat mayb dey knoe, juz not sure abt e term "rhymes". but there were no responses as i taught dem coz dey do not know wat's goin on, n there goes my whole lesson plan. coz e topic for my lesson plan is "rhymes" n since dey dun know wat is it abt, i cant continue wif it =(
2dae carried out my 2nd lesson plan, storytelling. i gt dem to gather n sit on e floor be4 i started my lesson. den e onli boy in my class juz wandered off so i was thinkin, "it's ok coz i understand y he is givin mi such attitude so i tot mayb i can find ways to try include him as i goes on". but i was wrong lor~ as my lesson is goin on, 2 of e gals followed wat e boy is doin n dey practically juz lie flat on the table. i asked what's goin on n dey said tat dey are tired =s tried askin dem to come down but to no avail. so i juz carried on wif my storytelling coz i cant possibly give al my attention to e 3 children there, n ignorin e others? but as my lessons went on, the 3 kids gave mi attitude continue to be nasty. i cant tahan le so i juz stopped my lesson n tell dem off. i am gettin so disappointed tat i actually asked dem to get out of my class coz i dun wan dem to distract e others, who wants to pay attention to mi. n yah..dey juz went out.. wif e boy leadin dem. argh~ i am so disappointed n sad tat i actually wanted to cry but somehow i cant do it in front of the kids. i let the rest read books n told dem tat i will not be takin dem again next wk. dey are quite sad n shocked abt it but i am reali goin to take e k2 instead of dem ba. told mentor abt it n she supported mi. aso, i am goin to change my entire lesson plan for next wk to some kind of board games coz i observed tat dey reali love playin tat kind of games n i believe tat it will capture their interest to learn =)
actually i dun reali approve of my actions 2dae coz i know tat it is not appropriate. i am juz tired n sick of the system there..dun even know wat to do le.
what we could have been, 9:38 PM.
