Monday, January 30, 2006
updates updates~
Hapi chinese new yr! =D
woke up early in e mornin n went to grandma hse..feelin so excited n nervous upon seein ah ma n my cousins coz it's been a yr since i last saw dem =p i am glad tat dey r doin fine. al my cousins looked gorgeous n when i am wif dem, i looked like a small gal =s ppl kept askin mi on where is my bf and i juz dun know hw to reply dem. coz every1 is hopin to see him n he dun reali haf e intention to go my grandma hse or visit any of my relatives. i cant possibly tel dem tat he dun feel like comin . plus, my mum haven reali accepted him coz she thinks tat i can find someone better n of coz someone she like. there are so many things goin on, n i cant tel him abt al these. i rem once when one of aunt asked, "ah wen, why u dint bring ur bf here for us to see?" n when i was abt to ans her, my other aunt juz said," aiya, coz her mum dun like den hw to bring?" i am so paiseh n shocked upon hearin tat..and al i can do at tat time is to look away. every chi new yr when i gt to see my cousins bringin their bf along wif dem, i would be veri envious of dem coz dey are able to do it n while i cant. it's not tat i dun wan to bring him along, it's juz tat he is not reali willing to. coz he needed time. ok..i understand but somehow he shld haf understand hw i feel. it is definetly hard for mi to deal wif al these alone. i am reali weak and soft hearted =( guess i still haf a long way to go.
*enjoyed workin wif steph, peiling and wanqin for our DPIP proj =) n i believe tat we can produce gd work!*
- i teared
- dun know for hw long le
- he juz cant seems to understand
- coz he dun know e things tat had been goin on
- i am tired
- sometimes i wish someone on someday would juz take mi away
- i know tat i am unhappy
- think i reali nid to find somethin to cheer mi up =)
Hapi chinese new yr! =D
woke up early in e mornin n went to grandma hse..feelin so excited n nervous upon seein ah ma n my cousins coz it's been a yr since i last saw dem =p i am glad tat dey r doin fine. al my cousins looked gorgeous n when i am wif dem, i looked like a small gal =s ppl kept askin mi on where is my bf and i juz dun know hw to reply dem. coz every1 is hopin to see him n he dun reali haf e intention to go my grandma hse or visit any of my relatives. i cant possibly tel dem tat he dun feel like comin . plus, my mum haven reali accepted him coz she thinks tat i can find someone better n of coz someone she like. there are so many things goin on, n i cant tel him abt al these. i rem once when one of aunt asked, "ah wen, why u dint bring ur bf here for us to see?" n when i was abt to ans her, my other aunt juz said," aiya, coz her mum dun like den hw to bring?" i am so paiseh n shocked upon hearin tat..and al i can do at tat time is to look away. every chi new yr when i gt to see my cousins bringin their bf along wif dem, i would be veri envious of dem coz dey are able to do it n while i cant. it's not tat i dun wan to bring him along, it's juz tat he is not reali willing to. coz he needed time. ok..i understand but somehow he shld haf understand hw i feel. it is definetly hard for mi to deal wif al these alone. i am reali weak and soft hearted =( guess i still haf a long way to go.
*enjoyed workin wif steph, peiling and wanqin for our DPIP proj =) n i believe tat we can produce gd work!*
- i teared
- dun know for hw long le
- he juz cant seems to understand
- coz he dun know e things tat had been goin on
- i am tired
- sometimes i wish someone on someday would juz take mi away
- i know tat i am unhappy
- think i reali nid to find somethin to cheer mi up =)
what we could have been, 12:18 AM.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Sch starts again after e 2 wk hols =) so hapi to see my frenz again. received a belated bday present frm yun hui n wan ting..la la. quite shocked upon receivin tat coz dint reali expect dem to buy somethin for mi. so hapi =) i luv e stickers n e doggie screen wiper tat dey gt it 4 mi. hugged dem tite to thank them..heh. wanting : i gt e same doggie as u le =) but mine is e cousin of urs.. coz different colour ma. shared my newly bought stickers wif my frenz..woohoo~ i am goin to get more of it! although i gt loads le..hee. found out patricia n my mentor supervisor---sukuna =s ok ba, glad tat i haf her coz she is nice =) but wonderin hw high is her expectations. hope i can do well for my math lesson plans n e learnin centre tis time!
* my fingernails r growin n in no time, i can do my manicure le =) *
* my fingernails r growin n in no time, i can do my manicure le =) *
what we could have been, 10:45 PM.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
woohoo~ so nice to be at hm e whole day while it is rainin outside =) *i am lovin it* but feelin quite cold de. i shivered when i came out of the bathrm..heh.
oh yeah! i completed my 3 evaluations =) sat in front of e comp for e whole day juz to think of the 3 pages of evaluations..hope tat can at least pull up my grade.
last nite stayed at hm to countdown wif my family..la la. intend to go and see e firworks but i hate crowds. So juz wanna make use of it to spend more time wif my family. Oh ya, found out frm my sis tat i am goin to be her bridemaid on her weddin..yeah~ i am so lookin 4ward to it. nw imagining hw i would look like in the gowns n al those make-up =D wonderin who is goin to be e bestman =p
wobbly mi lost my balance in the bus again =s tis time i juz threw myself into a guy..paiseh. den sindy was like laughin al e way..she tried to save mi but too late le. said sorry to him n i dun dare to look at him or to anyone coz i knoe every1 is watchin at mi =p next time i muz reali grab tite of e pole or somebody to prevent myself for throwin into guys again..aha
*cant wait for tues coz i am missin the DIVAS*
oh yeah! i completed my 3 evaluations =) sat in front of e comp for e whole day juz to think of the 3 pages of evaluations..hope tat can at least pull up my grade.
last nite stayed at hm to countdown wif my family..la la. intend to go and see e firworks but i hate crowds. So juz wanna make use of it to spend more time wif my family. Oh ya, found out frm my sis tat i am goin to be her bridemaid on her weddin..yeah~ i am so lookin 4ward to it. nw imagining hw i would look like in the gowns n al those make-up =D wonderin who is goin to be e bestman =p
wobbly mi lost my balance in the bus again =s tis time i juz threw myself into a guy..paiseh. den sindy was like laughin al e way..she tried to save mi but too late le. said sorry to him n i dun dare to look at him or to anyone coz i knoe every1 is watchin at mi =p next time i muz reali grab tite of e pole or somebody to prevent myself for throwin into guys again..aha
*cant wait for tues coz i am missin the DIVAS*
what we could have been, 8:32 PM.
what we could have been, 8:32 PM.
