Tuesday, January 29, 2008
today. 29.01.08
dint turned up for work coz down with eye infection =s
strangly enough,
when gt to know tt my left eye was swollen upon waking up
my heart just tell me : stay at hm and dont go to work
i dun haf tt kind of feeling whereby:
i just want to go work no matter how serious my condition can be
all i want is to stay at hm, instead of being in the centre
it's a different thing from the times when i was in PCS
whenever i was unwell or anything,
i will just put on a brave front, travel all the way to the centre,
just to see my children and colleagues there (:
coz with the thought of being able to see them are enuff to make me 4gt abt me being unwell
the prospect there might be alot better but something's not right
dont get me wrong,
it's not tt the children there is not nice or anything
it's just tt my heart is not there
and i am not happy being there ):
certainly not.
me, with my swollen eye =s
what we could have been, 11:10 PM.
