HAPPY SUNDAY! (:
spent this lovely day with Mr.Oh. LALA!
early morning, met him for breakfast and the long awaited shopping trip
at the morning part,
i noticed tt he is acting rather strange
as in he is not in his usual self
bombarded him with questions like;
"are you okay?"
"why are you so quiet today?"
"not feeling well ah?"
"tired is it?"
but all his replies were "Nothing ah, i am alright. Don't worry" =s
from his reassurance, i stopped pondering and worrying
the rest of the afternoon were spent at his house
and he slept quite a lot (which is not like him!)
din't sense anything wrong
so i just let him be (:
evening, here comes the bad news:
Mr.Oh: "dear, will you be upset at me if i were to lie?"
Me : "Not sure. Have to see what's the issues/matters. Why?"
Mr.Oh: "actually, i have fever from thursday till tis morning and i dint tell you about it. As i know tt you are really occupied and stressed over work. So just dun want to let you worry too much about me. I can take care of myself and now i am feeling okay." -with his signature smile to assure me-
Me : (i teared upon hearing tt and was touched to know tt he is really considerate towards me)
coz from what he know about me is tt:
whenever he is down,
i will get really upset
i will shiver and lost my direction towards work or the day itself
i will tear
i will be worrying like mad
i will check on him every now and then
i will somehow lost my appetite
sound dramatic right.
but tt's me ):
not sure where i got the phobia from:
tt i am really scared of getting/seeing ppl being sick
i hate it!
i really do not like to see others suffer whereby i cant do anything to help
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Mr.Oh: Many thanks for being considerate towards me. i seriously mean it. Though it might mean nothing to you, but to me is such a great deal (: i really appreciate it. At least you have proved to me the saying (tt you have always been telling me):
"I will take good care of myself, in order to take good care of you"
ilu.
what we could have been, 11:03 PM.